So, I haven't really been posting or interacting on Pretty Scary for about a month because I have been dealing with real life and all of it's glorious problems. I returned home for Christmas and had a week of full on family time and the death of my Grandmother on Christmas. It really taught me a lot about myself and my family. I got to reflect on where all of my deep seeded associations and ideas about death come from and if there are bigger agendas to life and death. My mate